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hanna-rose, new plymouth, new zealand

- I think the world is trying to test me and see how much i can break in one day. So far it has been a couple of coat hangers from work, a necklace, a woolen top and my laptop. 

+ I have finally made plans to move to Australia, i’m going to be going there for a holiday after new years and then move. I feel like i need a change in my life and actually look forward to something. I just need to get thing’s sorted here first. Hopefully i did well enough at school to go over there and enroll in Journalism school over there.

- A guy kissed me and i completely freaked out and basically ran the other way.

+ Work is going really well, i made target and sold over two grands worth of clothes and shoes. I actually love my job, i just need to learn more i guess.

- The guy who kissed me, leaves today.

+ I hopefully get a new laptop since i have broken mine.

- My now ex boyfriend dumped me a couple of weeks ago, we talk almost everyday and to be honest, i am feeling nothing for him at all.

+ jifjnfjrenvfjenfvk: Why am i so happy? 

For the past week and a half i have been dealing with this horrid flu that just doesn’t want to leave my body, i have been doing everything i know to get rid of it but sadly it wont go, does anyone know the best way to get rid of a flu??? I’m in desperate need! I have been living off grapes and water and i would really like some real food in this poor little tummy that is missing out on all of it’s goodness :( 

I guess something positive has come out of this, i have lost about 3-4 KG’s with in this week and a half, in a weird way it’s inspired me to lose a bit more weight just so i can feel more happier in my body and fit fitting clothes better. Also, during this sickness i scored myself a job working at Max which is a Retail clothing store  here in New Plymouth, they have such beautiful clothes but it’s ALL EXPENSIVE!! I can see all my wage going towards clothes for the next couple of months.. :/

 

(Source: iamhannaritchie )

because right now, i’m not feeling “love” from you at all.

(Source: iamhannaritchie )

  1. Is this the best year of your life? - would have to be 2009-2010, the people i met and made friendships with are the people i trust with my whole entire heart, it was the care free days and i loved every minute of those years.
  2. What was the first thing you did when you woke up? - turned off alarm, replied to text and got ready for work.
  3. The person you like is? - he is currently at his house talking to me on facebook, and we are talking about our movie night tomorrow. 
  4. Is anything bothering you? - no, i live a pretty simple life.
  5. Does anyone annoy you? - yes, so many people annoy me. 
  6. Would you like things to go ‘back to normal’ with a certain someone? - no, i mean thing’s are the way they are and it’s for the best, i’m not going to get caught up on something that i myself cannot change. it takes two.
  7. What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? - said the usually goodbye’s and goodnight’s to cameron and snuggled into kitty and went to sleep.
  8. Is life good? - is life ever good? unless you are like rolling in money all day long or doing something you love everyday. honestly life is just getting started for me
  9. Do you remember who you liked on New Years? - yes
  10. Do you still like them? - yes 
  11. Do you still speak to them? - yes 
  12. Told your parents you were going somewhere but went somewhere else? - to be honest i have always had a open honest relationship with my mum, so no. 
  13. Are you dating the last person you kissed on the lips? - yes 
  14. Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with? - no? it was my grandmother
  15. Would you go out with someone right now if they asked? - no.
  16. Three days from now will you be in a relationship? - oh em gee, three days is going to be so hard to still be in a relationship. of course i will be. we are in a good place right now.
  17. If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? - i tell him everyday.
  18. Have you kissed anyone in the last month? - yes 
  19. What was the last reason you went to the doctor for? - liver, iron levels, sugar levels 
  20. Do you like being home alone or does it freak you out? - i become a paranoid monster, i hate it so much. this is probably why i couldn’t live alone.
  21. Would you ever kiss anyone you texted today? - yes
  22. Do you have any bruises on you? - no 
  23. How was 2011 for you? -it was shit, regret every fucking moment of that year 
  24. How late did you stay up last night and why? i stay up late, i don’t know why, i just do.
  25. Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone? - yes (:
  26. Do you regret anything you’ve done lately? - no 
  27. What woke you up today? - my alarm 
  28. What makes you happy? - being around friends who know how to make me smile constantly, being at home with camarooin and when my cat sleep’s on my bed at night (:
  29. Ever kissed on a boat? - no, sadly 
  30. Have you ever been told that you are amazing? - all the fucking time.
  31. Finish this sentence: The last person I kissed is… - the most amazing person who has walking into my life.
  32. This time last year, can you remember who you liked? - yes, sadly.
  33. Do you like when people play with your hair? - yes
  34. Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow? - oh my god yes! day off tomorrow (:
  35. Waiting for something? - no?
  36. Was last night terrible? - no, i got the bed to myself. it was great 
  37. Did you lose friends when you started dating someone? - no, we run in the same friend circle, so it’s easy.
  38. Are you the type of person to make people laugh? - i use to be…. i guess i still can.
  39. Don’t tell me lies, so is the last person you texted attractive? - yes, because it was camarooin 
  40. Is tomorrow going to be a good day? - yeah im going to have date night with my boyfran 
  41. Are you missing someone? - nope. 
  42. Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? - all the fucking time, the little bitch doesn’t know when to stop but hey, it doesn’t faze me to much at lest i know every night (almost) he is falling asleep with me. 
  43. Do you believe in karma? - totally, it done fucking brilliant thing’s right now. 
  44. Do you sleep with a fan on? - no, it’s the start of winter 
  45. You think anyone’s thinking about you right now? - maybe.
  46. Is there anyone you wish you were spending time with right now? - yeah but i am seeing him tomorrow and i’m seeing my bffl on saturday 
  47. Do you go to school? - no, i work 
  48. Is the person you last texted single? - noooooooooooo.
  49. Who was driving the last time you were in a car? - cameron or somebody else, really can’t remember right now.
  50. Have you ever used the word ‘rawr’ in an actual conversation? - i’m not fucking 12. 
  51. Are the blinds on your window open or closed? - i don’t have any.
  52. Did you leave milk and cookies for Santa when you were little? - no 
  53. What were you doing at 11 last night? - tumblr
  54. What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of? - thai food, it’s an obsession i really don’t want to stop. 
  55. Is there someone you wouldn’t mind kissing right now? - yeah, hehe 
  56. Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say? - who the fuck
  57. Would you change yourself for the person you love? - no, they either take me as i am or watch me walk away.
  58. Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex? - it was my boss
  59. What are you supposed to be doing right now? - sleeping. oops!
  60. Would you have sex with the 5th person on your contacts? -if i was a lesbian and wasn’t in a relationship then sure.
  61. To who did you last give the finger to? - my cousin. he need’s more than that. fucking little cunt.
  62. Did your last kiss take place on a bed? - no, it was by the fire place. 
  63. Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? - all the time.
  64. Do you talk in your sleep? - no, i moan 
  65. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? - yes i guess so 
  66. What time did you wake up today? - 9:30
  67. What were you doing at midnight last night? - tumblr
  68. What song are you listening to? - nothing ):
  69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? - yes 
  70. How do you feel about chocolate-covered strawberries? - can i have some? they are my fav 
  71. Do you have nice eyes? - no
  72. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? - when i was younger it was jet black, then as i got into my teens it turned into a mousy brown and now, it’s black again. my hair, is fucked. 
  73. Are you texting anybody? - no.
  74. Do you swear in front of your parents? - i swear too much 
  75. Concert tickets or NFL game tickets? -we don’t have in in new zealand. 
  76. Are you addicted to cigarettes? - no.
  77. Do you tell your parents everything? - kind of 
  78. Do you have any tattoos? -yes 
  79. If something was wrong, who is the first girl you would go to? - probably Danni. i love her to bit’s or else it would be mum or my nana
  80. Do you have any nicknames? - hanna, han, hanz, hanhan, hanna banana, nana, hanna bonana, lucy.

(Source: iamhannaritchie)

Introduce yourself: 
My name is Hanna-Rose Ritchie, i’m probably as boring as they come.  

Your first love
i wish i had a first love story that ended in a nicer way than it did, in reality it didn’t.
i came out a vulnerable, fragile, weak person after the relationship ended. but thing’s were going to get better and they did; four months later i was at my best friend’s bonfire/birthday party and i saw this guy staring at me from across the bonfire, i couldn’t made out who he was so i went over, turn’s out it was Cameron (we had been work mates and friends for a couple of years) we got talking, and a few weeks later we started dating. almost six months later we haven’t left each other’s side. he has made me a better person, he has shown me what this world is like in a different light and has made me a better person, he treats me like a human being not a personal maid. he has made me believe in love again.  

Your Parents
My relationship with my family is probably something i cherish and keep very close to my heart, it has always been just mum and my grandparents. i love them dearly.  

What you ate today
Breakfast - hot cross bun. Dinner - homemade soup

Your definition of love
It’s like trying to describe what water tastes like. You can’t define it. At all. 

Your Day.
Woke up at Cameron’s house, made breakfast, watched some wrestling with Cameron, had an “appointment” and actually went home to sort out Cameron’s birthday. I’m getting ticket’s for a gig in September for him to see Sub Humans and book flights and a hotel.  

Your Bestfriend.
I have a few, i have known one of them for four years and the other three years.
i love them dearly  

    Your Beliefs. 
 I have none. Prove to me that “god” is real and then i will believe.

What you wore today.
A top, Leggings, Jacket, Doc Martins.

Your Siblings. 
Sadly, i am a only child.


Whats in your bag? 
Purse, A bit of make up, Perfume, Hair clips, Underwear…?

This week. 
Wednesday - work. Thursday - work. Friday - work. Saturday - Gig/dayoff. Sunday - work. Monday - day off. Tuesday - day off. Wednesday - work.

Your dreams.
Moving on from this coffee job and going onto journalism, either moving to wellington or australia.

Your first kiss. 
was horrible, i didn’t know anything about “french kissing” and when he stuck his tongue in my mouth i cried. i was 14.   

Your favorite memory.
I can’t pick one. there is too many 

Your favorite birthday.
All of them have been shit. they get worse each year. 

Something you regret. 
Most of my fucking life 

This Month.
Not to shabby. 

Something that upsets you. 
A lot of thing’s. 

Something that makes you feel better.
Kitty & Cameron 

Something that makes you cry.
honestly everything! I’m the most emotional person ever.

Your fears. 
Spiders, night time, open water, fish + anything that lives in water, suffocating.

Your favorite place.
My bedroom, anywhere with you.

Something that you miss.
My cat

Your aspirations.
To be moving on in my next mile stone, moving out of new plymouth and starting a better/new life. Journalism school.  

(Source: iamhannaritchie)